I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

11:24 PM I've decided to put write this in a whole new post
Don't ask why.
But first,let me announce this: I'm so proud of you three.

#1,
People have been telling me,you're of no use to me
But I don't understand why I actually still bother to think about you
And your well-being
Though I had been through so much, to tolerate all these
I could never comprehend,why in the world?
WHY?
I know you're in some emotional roller coaster now.
And you don't even want to talk to me
Yes,this is how you treat people eh?
But hmm,I understand,it takes time to heal.
And it hurts me as much as it hurts you,if not more.
Because you became a part of me.
And you might be thinking, "What's up with this kid?"
"Poke her nose into people's life?"
But really, I don't want you to go through what I went.
It may not be the same,but the end result will always be.
Friend, I miss you,I do.
Please talk to me about it will you?
And when I go through the net etc.
I feel so proud, because there you are,my friend
You've got the skills,don't let it go to waste.
LOVE LIFE,LIVE IT.

#2
I dont know what set me thinking about you.
Maybe my ego?
And for being such a lousy friend to you.
I don't know what wrong I did towards you
Cos some times, your moodswings are OMG.
But I don't blame you.
But hey,I'm already missing you
And it feels awkward to not talk to you in a day.
And when I think and remember those times, I so proud of you too.
HOW MUCH MORE AMAZING COULD YOU GET?


#3
Hmm you.I don't know much
But all I can say is that you're a great friend.
You actually made me realise the little things I've been neglecting
Those little things that could actually make me happier.
Natural talent,nurture it.
It'll do you good(:
And whoah,you're damn good.
ADN DONT LET THIS GO TO WASTE AS WELL.
And yes,I feel so proud,because you are you.


As I type out this post,I'm tearing
But it's all of no use.
It's never going to be the same,ever again.
FRIENDS, just be yourselves.
Don't admit defeat so easily.
And coincidentally, these three people come from the same backgrounds
I GUESS THAT IS DOING GOOD TO THEM!

I think I had a no-sense entry
But Im tired now.